My long lost love

First of all best wishes to a girl who is reigning my heart. It's her first wedding anniversary today. Exactly a year back she went out of my world, to settle to her own. Her spouse's name is Vinod. Till this day I had no information regarding her, where she is or in what condition she is. Well I dont know.

I only know about her is that she's still in my heart. She is my first lady. I had been engaged with her within my mind. That's why she got a reason to stay in my heart.

I wish the yound couple all sorts of joy ahead. I pray to the almighty to fulfill my wish.

No topic in mind

Without a topic in mind, I choose to write today I thought that blank minds power shall be revealed. Its my pleasure to share my mind to you. My mind as you know is a well segregated but open one. It cannot withstand much secrets. It seems to have been in design. But as a power in hand its flexible in nature. Thanks to this, I can mould myself to much harder situations. I have withstood the test of time for the past 5-6 months.

What I am now here at Eranakulam carries much difference. I was loitering aimlessly when at Palakkad. But slowly I have felt for a sure shot aim and am setting myself ready for one.

The lone idea of writing a diary is to make me think; make me think of what I am doing, analysing my behaviour and above all to correct myself. Just to make my brain rotate, I am engaged in this late night creative work.

The second point of writing a diary page is try to make my language improve. I am bit pleased with my fluency when writing in English, but the same fluency won't appear while talking. The reason is I get extra time while writing words, but not while speaking. I am talking to myself in English whenever possible, hoping to improve the fluency of words.

Words have come out of me as though water from a tap. Remember I was thinking seriously of writing today, but not about something strictly. Thats what my mind depicts. I can do something new, but not with a sure shot goal.

Hoping to improve my own standards in near future.

This is published recently from my diary on the exact time and date it was written.

Rain all around

At last I experienced a beautiful experience, that too a much longing one. I was amidst a holy rain this evening. The rain for which I was eagerly waiting for, was surrounding me like a pillow from all slides. It made me happy. It made me drown all my bad experiences, thoughts. It presented me a cool evening. Thanks to the rain, that I am confortable in this night too. Lot not small cough or cold attack me. Thats the only concern to me. Well this is all from me Bye.

A Girl

After a long span of five years, I have come out of the shell; and the cause a girl. She simply was unresistable. Her eyes smelt what I was searching for around a year. It is only the second time in my life that a girl has attracted me. She with her presence of mind endured within myself till now. 

But it could have ended for miserable day when her eyes made me remember something I have been trying to forget. I could have been out of the box with tears in eyes. But the good old telivision box helped me to overcome the grief. Now I have surpassed the grief that makes me write.

Earlier in the day, I went on to attend an Interview at a Call center Convergeon. I was tried for my English grammer out there and I feel I may not be good enough as of now; But sure I can make it out. It is only a matter of time.

Good night for now.

Grief is my past,

Change is my today,

Dreams are for tomorrow,

I am going to make my life.

Everything I know now, is going to be outdated sooner, so try to learn every second. Please stay updated with the world.

These words managed to come out of me after a long gap of two years. Before that I was even thinking of a career in writing. What life has presented me is absolutely priceless.

Written in my diary and posted in web recently.

Rising from the Ashes

This is a marvelous moment for me. A very spectacular event has glittered my faith upon me. Today is the most luckiest day ever in my life. Even I am not convinced about the fact; such is the news. I have cleared all my arrear papers (except one) of MCA. The result has come; long awaited one.

My heartly regards to God almighty and my parents for the feat of getting me successful. It looks like the pheonix rising from the ashes. From nowhere, now I claim something.

Earlier some heart breaking fruitful events showered as Ajith telephoned me. He has passed me the sweetier news. But I was to check it aproper. It was correct. Ajith too has cleared everything he has written (so am I 15/15).

Poor boy Ramakrishnan, he fall out of two with one more the list counts three. For Ajith it is four. For me it is just on, the big one.

So once more a hearty thanks to the God who has believed me, what I can do. But what I can do for him?

May he shower blessings, so that I may continue in the same path.

Hey sweet memories for you.

Jai Ram

Sri Ram

This post is from my diary, and has been posted recently.